Opinionated

I was at my maternal grandparent’s place last week and I got a question that was a shock of my life. My step grandfather asked me when am I getting married. Well, I thought this type of question would only be asked when I am much older say… I don’t know, 30 years old? I’m beardy considered ‘twenty something’ (who am I kidding) and this?

I can understand. My step grandfather is very sick and is waiting to walk into the light. I presume when you’re at this stage in life, you want to see something happy; Like a marriage. My cousin is a year older than me and is constantly engaged in relationships. He should be the first to get married.

Looking at my step grandfather, I feel very sad for him.

My Paternal grandmother was hospitalized two ago. I got the phone call from my aunt, and by the tone, I know its one of those. That being none of the life and death matters. I got out of the house at once to avoid all the negative energy. My paternal side of the family is very easily worked up people. The phone keeps ringing and everyone is trying to contact everyone and, well you get the idea.

We went to visit her last night and everyone was there. Here comes the thing, I really don’t understand why do my father needs to announce my doings and why do everyone has an opinion about my national services?

John was so banging that I was going to Commandos (which has turns into dust), Frad was pushing me to go to the air force (which they rejected me, very quickly I must add) I can understand the intention of Frad, who wants this shitty maritime job anyhow. He doesn’t say it, because of his position. But it has become a common understanding that needs no illustration.

JJ and Ivan are saying I will almost for sure be going to OCS and they got John to sing the song together. My relatives are putting their money on me going to the Navy.
Guess what, I don’t have an opinion whatsoever about anything. Lets not forgot the fact that it is beyond my power to plant myself anywhere, we’ve given up our rights in that department. On that note, all department. We are all suffering form the fake senses of power and choice.

I am very frustrated about the happenings. If everyone has so much in their mind, why isn’t the world already a better place?